i have lost ten pounds in a week.
i thought i would never feel like this again.
it's not you, it's me.
time is everything.
i feel sick.
we keep a firm grip on this moment cause it will never last as long as we want it to.

ffffufuuuuuuuuuucccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

so, i came to florida. here's the gist of what went down ( Read more... )

after working 12 hours, the person i walked 7 blocks for is not here. bummer.

my mom just got on a plane to head back to florida. she was here for five days. we had fun...did typical tourist things - she made it to my work by herself by taking a bus and a train....i was impressed ( Read more... )

i got my hair cut today. i have cut it four times in the past 2 months....if i keep going, there will be nothing left. oh well.....it's just hair ( Read more... )

it's amazing how different people see you in different ways. This week alone I was propsitioned by a man - who was 39 years old, with a child and a wife.....now what could this man want from me...huh? a nice big piece of ass!!! and not a few days later i was told that i was "long term reletionship" material. i mean, how is that possible. I don ( Read more... )

well....here i am. in the big apple. i love it here. it feels like home. the only things i miss are my friends...and my car. god, i never thought i would miss my car so bad. i'm so glad i haven't sold it yet so when i come to florida i can still drive it ( Read more... )

ok, so i haven't posted in a million years...but here's the scoop....to those of you that care ( Read more... )

have you ever had your heart ripped out of your ass? it hurts...bad ( Read more... )

today's my birthday ( Read more... )