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if there is anyone interested in having me post my thoughts on the internet again, you should email me at nevernosbest@gmail.com and let me know. im considering starting this livejournal thingie again but this account isnt where i would like to begin. just consider it and spill some insight....
-Luis

i dont know why but today was the first time in super fucking long i cried about what happened between me, brendan and susan. i totally wish for them to be happy, it isnt that i wish ill on them or anything. in all honesty i dont even know why i cried. but......

what ever happened to this.....?


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you know what meg,i do want to talk to you.....
-Luis

At the moment I am sitting at 42st waiting for the subway. Today was a ( Read more... )

susan is AWOL, and i wonder if she is ok. i am worried about her.
-Luis

Today I connected my sidekick. Mostly so I can post on lj when I'm at work and also talk to heads on the road. So I guess this is what responsibility feels like. Bills and a job and all that good shit. Wensday when I get payed, I am going to get my nice juice i930 nextel mulimedia cellphone. Mmm for movies and music on the go. Wow......I just ( Read more... )

i put my ear to the ground and here the earth rumble.

i hold my breath till my lungs burn.

i keep my eyes open as i look at the moon till my eyes tear.

i think about things till they get grounded down to dust.

i still see you staring till you see me.

but do you notice that i see you to?

-Luis

today i went on myspace, and was looking thru susans page. she still has brendan on her friends list, along with everyone from nyc that was in my life. it made my heart sink to think she could remove me but not remove herself from my old life ( Read more... )