i know i havent be on livejournal for a long time and im am sorry for that ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while but its been fucken crazy. i swear every time i meet a female i like i end up finding at least 5 who i could go out with i dont like to choose dammit ( Read more... )

i cant be alone, i cant stand by myself, i cant breath on my own. i hate to sound pathetic but i have evrything i need right now except some one to hold me and tell me that im alright. no one knows what kind of hell i am going through. no one knows where i am going. no one knows me ( Read more... )

so ya bryan and i are now reverends. we can marry ppl now, any takers?

ok so i went on way to many missions the past few days. i even rode my bike from saratoga and williams to blossom hill and snell then back. talk about a journy. last nights was by far the worst. Robert, Anthony, and I were going down williams on our bicks and we almost get run over by this white honda. the next thing i know the car pulls over and ( Read more... )

one day some one will take this world away from us and there will b nothing we can do about it. i pray for my death to come. and whe it does may all the dead join me ina revelation of the souls once past ( Read more... )

ok so i went to my room thismorning after my and dewey watched 2fast 2furious on dvd. after i fell asleep i had a fuckin crack adict dream! i was in my apartyment but it was really deweys house and it faced the wronge way. he was ordering a pizza and my aunt answered the phone and i tolled her that i stole her chicken. i went running twards the ( Read more... )

im sorrry if what i have wrote has angered you. i did have fun and do now its just with a different outlook and emotion. iv accepted that which i didnt want to and now i need to grow. one day we will see one another but i dont know what will happen. i just need to move and become a new. i realize how much i still have to learn, im human and will ( Read more... )

hmm no one comented on my dream. wich makes me think(how many ppl actualy read this stuff i write). u all suck my blue lumpy bawls ( Read more... )

ok ppl i need to do sumthin. i feel board again. i forgot about how much i hate being single. i know three girls that i want to ask out but i just cant find the words to do it. oh well....any one else relize how much i contradict myself? but its human to not know what u want. i am supsed to go to holister this weekend with dewey and hobbit. i hope ( Read more... )