last night i stayed up till 3:30am and studded my jacket. i also put long hook spikes going doun the spine of my jacket...it took soo fucking long and my fingers are sore from it. i made a lightning bolt on my sleeve pocket out of studs. there are also spikes sticking out of the sholders ( Read more... )

i am goin to come home every one i cant wait! i have many plans for when i get their. i found a tree thats also a pipe so i am goin to use it. i am goin to move in with mike. i will make it the ultimate bachalor pad. nuthin but music and games ( Read more... )

i feel like i cant get a break. no one lendsd a hand to raise me up. i need help. i am screeming as loud as i can and no one hears my call. if you can save me, if you can set me free, then please help. i have decided to leave my life to find a new one. i hope that it is better than the one i have now, but there is no way to know that unless i take ( Read more... )

last night dewey and me had to take candice to the hospital, and we we there for hours. we didnt get home till about 12:15am. i had to take her because she was having a realy bad panic attack and it made it hard for her to breath. i found out that she streached the muscles around her heart and lungs, and that is why she is in so much pain. i feel ( Read more... )

recently i found out i want to be with sme one more than i value my breath. they dont know it yet....but soon ( Read more... )

today has got to be the most boring day of my life the only pirks are i got to go driving for a while and i drive really fast i hit 100mph on the road infront of my house. and the other perk was talkin to pinaple (u know who u are dammit)lol. i feel a void in the back of my mind and i know what that void is. but know one will ever understand what i ( Read more... )