two years later.... i'm still alive... barely.

aaaahhhhhhhh, stress. tomorrow is NOT going to be a fun night...

making a fool of myself. fuck.

I responded with ( Read more... )

First off, I need to store these quotes from this weekend where I can access them at a later date ( Read more... )

Dear Journal, I've been abusive, i apologize for not writing more often ( Read more... )

Depression. Again? God damn. Hangin' out tonight when out of no where I started feeling sad and lonely. The dorms are definitely adding to it. The hour drive outside of Columbia gave me some time to think things through. Hopefully with some more time things will get better. It sucks being reminded of feelings for those who now hate you. I hope ( Read more... )

I'm not exactly sure what. I feel blah. I've been sleeping a lot, something I usually do when depressed, but I don't know exactly what I'm depressed about. I suppose there are a couple things that are bothering me (school, 2 tests thursday and MATLAB, relationship(s), or lack there of, money, the $630 in checks I've written in the past week, ( Read more... )

Pretty much an awesome weekend, nothing bad happened ( Read more... )