yep im still here. i think i have been parting too much lately. or was that not enough? ill make up for it this st. patrick's day.

im still here, going day to day. time is speeding past me; soon it will be a new year and i will be left wondering, what did i do?

why do i do this to myself? it causes so much pain, i see an image and the old feelings come flooding in. i know things are different, so much better. but i drag myself through the dirt again thinking, "maybe it wont be as bad this time?" every new detail i learn helps me to numb the sore. how far down is it? ever just under the surface? at ( Read more... )

wow im boring. more to come on this later...

im so frustrated right now. im looking up GIS data for my final project, but im not finding anything!! the internet is supposed to make things easier??? you can find simple pictures just like that. but real raw data that you can manipulate and use for a college course, and its impossible!!! so im going to have a lot of school work to do over ( Read more... )

this is exactly what im studying for and this article pretty much sums up what needs to happen. i dont think most people realize that the most important change we need to make is a social change...

Change Who You Imagine You Are

Scientists who keep track of Arctic ice recently issued an alarming bulletin: the ice pack was melting as never before and ( Read more... )

for some reason a wave of saddness has come over me. i dont know why, maybe it was my music...

havent been up to much. just back to school and trying to get motivated to get a job.

if you're not going to make a commitment, why should i?

im not even sure what i want to say...