i'm being real anti-social today. i was supossed to go to a picnic today, then at the last minute i decided not to. i can say it was because i was reading a real interesting book and wanted nothing else then to finish it, but i think that wouldn't be the whole truth. now that i'm out of high school, it feels like i should be doing something that ( Read more... )

so its 4am and its the latest i have stayed up in months. i went to city club and danced my butt off and now i feel like i could fall apart. good night...

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i know its bad when im not even hungry. all i ate today was a bagel and a chef-boy-r-d thing, yet i do not have any desire to eat more. this is weird for me. not that i eat all the time, but usually i will have a huge headache if i dont have some sort of meal ( Read more... )

so today im going to go put in a some new job applications. after my attempts a month ago didn't work i got discouraged. they are hiring stock people at pet supplies plus. i think i can do it.? it will definitely help me get into better shape. i also heard meijer is hiring for midnight people. maybe i can do that to. it would put me more on ( Read more... )

so i going to see vnv nation tonight! im pretty excited, they mostly play heavier dance music (does that make sense?) so im interested in how their show is going to go. get back to that later. well now im hanging out at stan's trying to get my buzz on, so i guess i will get back to that...

so i have been trying to find a job since i got back, but i haven't been successful. i'm taking a physics class right now, but thats about it. it's pretty boring here without working. i have been working straight out of high school. its weird not having a job now. i feel pretty useless now ( Read more... )

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