I always remember when I was younger, how my mother would tell me that true love will find you. "When things are meant to be, they will come to you. So why stress yourself and try to hunt them down." I always hated it. I just was so impatient. Feeling like if I didnt search for the person of my dreams how would they find me, how would they know I ( Read more... )

Its been along time since I have last wrote. I find I loose myself in time. Sometimes I could care less about writing in a journal, and then there are times when I just need to get things out and written down. I don't think I take time to just enjoy the smaller things in life. I fall into this world of rush ( Read more... )

So today all day i couldnt stop talking about how much i want a tattoo again. I have been wanting one for what seems like forever. Beofore i lived in Wells so i couldnt get to see Adam. Now I'm here close, but i have school and i'm always busy. So i havent got one.. But today it was killing me. Then tonight i get online and Steven and miss ugly, ( Read more... )

So school has been really stressful lately. I have started taking clients. I have actually taken like six or seven already. It is sooooo stressful. I wake up every morning and have anxiety issues. Where i get sick and feel like crap all morning. I didnt know that it was anxiety at first. i thought that i was just sick all the time. I started to ( Read more... )

So my seven weeks of freshman class are now completed! Today was my first day in uper class. It was a really fast day. I didnt get the class that i wanted. And when i found out last week i was really bumbed. See its sectioned into two groups. The AM and the PM. The Am class has theory in the morning, then practical which is working on the floor. ( Read more... )

So yesterday at school i let my friend Jessie cut my hair off! It look's really cool. I love it so much. I noticed that i prefer to have short hair in the summer and longer hair in the winter. I cant fix my hair as well in the summer because of the humidity. By the end of the day my hair looks like total shit. So i like to have it short, so it ( Read more... )

Yeah i have no clue what that title means to me.. But i like it!

So i really enjoyed having another day of the weekend. Pretty much didnt do a damn thing all day. I slept until 12 something. I stayed up until 2 in the morning sunday night. Talking to Mic.. Its strange how i start being close with these people that are going through the same thing ( Read more... )

So its Friday night.. And i'm sitting in bed on the computer like every night.. I'm not out, i'm not having fun.. What has my life come to? School and spending time with my family. That's my life. I'm not complaining about what i have. Because i love getting my education. I love my family more then anything in the world. But i would really like ( Read more... )

So Tuesday Nala my little one, got spayed. She had to go spend the night Monday. She had her surgery on Tuesday. Then We picked her up yesterday. She came home really drugged up and not herself. Tonight she isnt feeling very well either. She is still kinda under the Anastasia, and she has a fever.. So i am taking care of her and hovering over her ( Read more... )

Okay so i have been thinking. Of course anyone that knows me knows that i am one to think a lot. So I bet you couldn't guess what i have been thinking about.. Well Steven is on my mind all the time, not necessarily because i want him to be but he is. I just wish that i could go a day without thinking about him and missing him like crazy. But i have ( Read more... )