i'm not happy with myself.
i gained 5 pounds.
i eat whatever.
it's too boring to work out.

i move in august and i'm not even close to my goal weight.

to top it all off...
joe makes me feel like i'm not good enough.

alcohol & pot will strip you down ( Read more... )

well
since he's all whatever
i'm all whatever

there's no way i'm going to get fucking attached
and care about him again
he'll do whatever
i'm gonna move on because
i'll just get hurt
if i can move on

fuck him.
i won't care.

so lately i've been pretty shitty ( Read more... )

k soo...

yesterday i texted joe & he told me he wanted me to go there
so i did. at 5.
and i watched him just clean up the party area he just had
and then i watched him work behind the food stand for like 3 hours.
sure, it was really boring
but i was seeing him ( Read more... )

so joe picked me up yesterday ( Read more... )

some times you wanna hit people ( Read more... )

yeah.

so, i never really write about joe.
and i should.

joe is seriously the best boyfriend i've ever had ( Read more... )

so, i'm happier ( Read more... )

let me see ( Read more... )