I'm more alone than I've ever been. I'm more level headed than I've ever been. I'm more sober than I've ever been. I can't say that it feels great yet. But it does feel good. I'm still dealing with the reperucussions from all of the wrong decisions I've made. I have no desire to make amends with anyone aside from my family anymore. In my eyes, ( Read more... )

I keep setting myself up for failure. Its like I'm subconciously sabotaging myself in this fabulous thing we call life. I know I deserve better in everyway. I deserve better friends, relationships, but most importantly I deserve a better life. I'm tired of running in these same circles. I feel like I'm getting no where real quick. A very wise woman ( Read more... )

Everything that I've grown a custom to is changing all around me. I'm changing as well. I'm starting to realize I don't need anyone or anything to truely make me happy. If I base my happiness on others I'm pretty much setting myself up for failure or heartbreak ( Read more... )

Ahh, I feel so together.

Things are finally starting to fall into place. :)

who have i become?

"The significant problems we face cannot be solved at the same level of thinking we were at when we created them."
- Albert Einstein

As simple as I'd like my life to be right now, its further from that than I could have ever predicted. Just when I felt like things couldn't get worse, my whole world came crashing down around me. I'm not fully feeling terrible about everything though. Materialistically everything sucks, but I feel like I'm finding myself through this mess. I'm ( Read more... )

My shadow's ( Read more... )

Wish I was too dead to cry ( Read more... )

I thought I was going to be out of work for a week or two before this employment agency could find me more temp work or a permanent job. Turns out that the girl I temped for on Friday got into a car accident this morning on her way to work. She doesn't have any real serious injuries but they don't know when she will be able to return to work. So I ( Read more... )