helpless

[neveryurs]

I am so tired of this. I am overome with such nasty feelings lately. I feel helpless and low. Being that I did nothing wrong angers me. I hate how I'm portayed. No one knows whats really going on. No one sees what I go through day in and out. I need a serious change of pace to just uplift me. A change of everything and everyone in my life.

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[redhdslikeithot]

There's nothing wrong with feeling helpless or low...how annoying would it be if we were happy all the time? We'd be like Kirsten Dunst in Bring It On. Cheerleaders on speed. Slap a bitch, seriously. :) Don't worry about how you're portrayed or what anyone thinks of you. All that matters is how you feel about yourself and how the Lord sees you. You both know the truth. As for being happy, only you can control that. It cannot be "found" and you cannot "seek it". Don't let anyone, ANYONE control how you feel about yourself or life in general. If you don't like your lifestyle, CHANGE IT!! You always have that option girl, you're strong enough to change anything.

-Chrissy

[neveryurs]

I love how your always willing to give me advice, good advice at that. Thank you.

[redhdslikeithot]

Eh, I'm just very opinionated lol :)