I think I'm going to get sick. My stomache feels so weird. I'm really tired and haven't practically any energy to even type right now.

I made cupcakes for tonight(Again). I just felt creative.

Hoping all goes well tonight. I'd hate to have a boring night.

Sydneys being cranky. She's so tired and refusing to go to sleep.

I hope my mom gets home at descent time so I can leave.

How much more disappointing can things get? I feel like I don't know most of my friends anymore. What the fuck has happened to most of them? They've always been known as I guess "rebels" but this is going way to far. I will not associate myself with anyone who smokes crack, carries crack on them, and or thinks its cool, or okay to do it just once. ( Read more... )

Yesterday it was said (rumor)that I use guys for sex and money. Supposedly, one of my friends told this to Andrew. I have a pretty good idea as to whom it might be and I'd just like to tell them thank you for being a "real friend". Obviously this person doesn't know me well at all and obviously this person is more ignorant than I can ever imagine. ( Read more... )

I didn't even realize today was Friday till about two hours ago. Shows how intouch I am with the rest of the world. Being a Mom keeps me quite busy. Speaking of which my daughter has already developed a huge personality. She acts shy when you smile at her now. I love that little kid to death. She keeps my spirits up. Keeps me content ( Read more... )

I don't know about anyone else but going into a relationship I trust my partner. The only way that trust is broken is if I am lied to. With my experiences I've learned that trust is especially hard to earn back. So how am I expected to gain it back if I am lied to over and over again, if I haven't even had a chance to heal from the first lie? Its ( Read more... )

BLAH!

Im counting down the days. 28 to go. Freedom here I come!

It's almost gone now ( Read more... )

Why was I so irritable last night? The only thing running through my mind last night was, "SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY!". I felt real bad about it too because it was obvious as to what I was thinking. I love certain people, but when those certain people expect things and constantly rely on others to have a good time, it gets to be too much to handle ( Read more... )