First let me start off with that I hope everyone had a happy and safe New Years. I hope everyone had fun and that no one had anything go wrong. But beginning with that let me just say... My god looking at Dick Clark this year set me into a cringe moment. For those of you who did not see him he was just sitting their talking all slurred and having ( Read more... )

Well it has been over two weeks. Still no answer... Still no test results... A part of me is being ripped apart wanting to know how I did on that god damned test. I guess I will just have to keep waiting until I find out... when ever the hell that is going to be ( Read more... )

So on Wednesday I took the state fire exam. You might ask how you think you did. The answer is I have no clue. I do not want to assume I passed and see I failed and have to come from that high. Yet I do not want to think I did badly and start beating myself up for nothing ( Read more... )

Hello All, (Waits for the hello back)

Yes yes I know it has been 21 days since my last post. Lots and lots of stuff have happened. So I am going to try and update you all on everything. This might take a second.

The Live Burns :The live burn drills went very very well. On the last night I was on the last attack hose line team. Because it was the ( Read more... )

First let me say the live burn went great. I performed the best in the class as I have been told by my instructors. So that being said the next 3 live burns should be cake. God one month to go and then it is all over. I am done with school and become a full fire fighter. I wont lie I am feeling kinda nervous. It is the same feeling when I took care ( Read more... )

Well tonight in fire school we do our first live burn where injury can occur. To tell you the truth I am one way looking forward to it. In the other kinda scared of playing with the red devil. My heart for the first time in a long time is beating hard at the thought. Sweat is collecting on my forehead and my hands have gotten a shake in them. Last ( Read more... )

Took one of those online quizes to see what FF7 char you would be here is mine...


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Why does it bother me when I see two of my good friends that got married whom I saw so happy so many times fight each time? Why is it I want to take him and smack him and tell him that he is just being a retard? Why do I want to shake him and tell him not to take her for granted? Why do I want to just try everything in my power to make him see this ( Read more... )

Starting today at 4am till next week Sunday my mother has left and gone on vacation. That means home alone. So in 12 hours I have already driven myself insane. I want to do something... ANYTHING!!!! I have called many many people and nothing but answering machines. I also took time to clean my room in my insanity. In my fun and joy I came around ( Read more... )

Where to start... let me think... ah yes I have it ( Read more... )