I live with my two sisters. They have morphed themselves into a part of me. When I'm upset they turn my tear stained room into a lovely tea party. We run around, our feet moving to the steady techno beat that runs through the foundation of our house. They inspire me artistically and everyday seems to ensue some kind of adventure. I love them, and I ( Read more... )

do you ever feel in some sort of way an emptiness, and you know its there but you cant exactly say: SELF, how may I heal thee? It's this gradual process of thinking/alone time/depression. Not that I'm depressed at all, I just have two decisions which are staring me in the face and I am so torn on how to go about solving them, and really there is no ( Read more... )

I love New Paltz. Classes recently just started again. I have 4 830's a week. They're really not so bad, they get my day done wayyy quicker. I joined Ignite Fitness with my new roomies Cristi and Natalie and I'm going to do not only a mind makeover but a body makeover as well! I'm taking basic photo and basic painting which are two courses which ( Read more... )

I have this new apartment with two new girls whom of which I do not know. They seem awesome though, they're away right now and I'm basically living at Philips house (per usual) but when I am at my new apartment the vibes I get from the place are good vibes. That may sound ridiculous but I feel its true. After having a whore for a roomate, another ( Read more... )

Out of every bad situation, good things generally follow. This year, unexpectadly my appendix burst. As I was laid up for 2+ weeks, I regretted and wished it wasn't me going through that ordeal. I was about a month behind in school.. I forced myself to quit the swim team, I had to take 3 incompletes in 3 out of 5 of my classes, I had to quit my ( Read more... )

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Well, I have not updated in quite some time. Life is far too interesting to sit in front of a computer and tell the world how great my life is. Even telling that, cheapens it. A whirlwind of new people, and excitement. I'm hostessing at P&G's currently, an art student, soon to be once season starts a swimmer, and to top that all off all around f ( Read more... )

I'm no expert in love. I'm just an ordinary 19 year old girl. who laughs, who cries, who gets frustrated. But this i know is true: when two people care about eachother, a way will somehow be found.

Does life ever just agitate you? You wake up and you are agitated. With yourself, with your apartment, with your car, with your class, with the weather, with food, things just aren't right, but aren't wrong either. They're just AGITATING. Ever feel that way?