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bye bye.

mhh happy wednesday? my ass.
kljhdafj fucking hate work.
and everyone else.
and shane most importantly.. can we say future abuser.. freaky lil guy.

god go dieee. fuck you fuck you fuck you.

basically.

im sorry nikki and samiG.
<3 you guys so much.

Its funny how things can stay the ( Read more... )

Stranger than your sympathy,
And this is my apology
I'm killing myself from the inside out,
And all my fears have pushed you out.
And I wished for things that I don't need.
All I wanted
And what I chase won't set me free.
It's all I wanted
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees.
Oh yeah, everything's all wrong, yeah.
Everything's all wrong, yeah.
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You know just when you think you have things under control and figuered out it all comes crashing down.
Im a mess I guess It's what I asked for, it's what I needed. Well, you know me better than that.
But things can be worse. :)

Its kinda of funny to see how immautre some people can be after 16 ( Read more... )

yeah so this week has been dramaful.

Soo lets start with the weekend..
Saturday.. the dance.. so much fun hah thanks to my SamiG and Taylor and a couple otherss :)
Sunday.. class meet, so proud of my SamE awsome job man.. and AJ as alwaysss. Its weird how some things catch up with you after a while. But after went out with nikki and samiG so much fun ( Read more... )

You've called to say you wanted out
Well I cant say I blame you now
Sometimes you've got to fold before you're found out
Well thanks for waiting this long
To show yourself, yourself
'Cause now that I can "see" you
I dont think you're worth a second glance.

So much for all the promises you made
They served you well
And now you're gone and their ( Read more... )

I'm lost at sea,
the radio is jamming, I bet they wont find me
I swear it's for the best,
and then your frequency is pulling me in closer
'til I'm home...

and I've been up for days,
I finally lost my mind,
and then I lost my way,
I'm blistered but I'm better
and I'm home...

I will grow,
there's things that aren't worth giving up, I know,
but I wont ( Read more... )

Lets see recap....
been so long since I have updated,
Thetford was last weekend. So much fun, lets see some highlights.. accidently smashing ajs fingers in the door.. sry budd<3 hah, um friday night basically was the most fun went to get some chinese with ames then met up with the guys team and two other girls and went bowling. Me aj n ames played ( Read more... )

12th todayy :)
awsome job same and aj 1st place guyss! <33
yeah basically everything is amazingg
baby its you*

homework
blows.
alot