starting off the summer sick isn't cool.
this journal is pointless.

all i've been doing lately is hanging out with brooke, being really sick, playing nintendo, falling asleep all the time with eric, dying my hair, scratching my tattoos, not showering, counting the days until school is out, and school work.

my life is pretty cool.

girl of sixteen
whole life ahead of her
slashed her wrists
bored with life
didn't succeed
thank the lord
for small mercies

fighting back the tears
mother reads the note again
sixteen candles burn in her mind
she takes the blame
it's always the same
she goes down on her knees and prays

i don't want to start ( Read more... )

i set up my old NES last night and now it's all i can think about.

my tattoos are finished.
i looooooooove them so much.

i did my irony essay, most of my french work and i registered.
life is pretty sweet right now if i don't think of school.

i want a black '96 jetta and i think i just might get it.
fuckin bandits tomorrow maaaaaaaaan

this week is gonna be pretty hectic ( Read more... )

i love eric

i am led to believe that my health is slowly deteriorating and in about 2 weeks i will be dead.

i missed registration because of being sick so now i'm going to have a crappy schedule next year.

just when i think someones going to cut me a break in life something shitty has to happen. this is way too reminiscent of last year and it's scaring me.

i hate that whole group of sahuaro/sabino kids. all they do is get drunk and smoke pot. all the girls are slutty idiots and the guys are ugly and smell like shit ( Read more... )

fuck sleep.