i feel like screaming.

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this update comes as i have the apartment to myself for the day because both my roommates are outa town. What sucks is that right now im wanting something to happen and right after any sign of hope, it is quickly diminished. im at a point of bland right now and I really hate that. but hey nothing new.

Well we here in Nashville are right in the middle of the Productions for Watkins. Making films the whole weekend(including fridays) every weekend till the beginning of April. So far things have gone well with the films and there are two that im really looking forward to being on set and helping out with ( Read more... )

im still a little shocked about heath ledger. You guys know how much I have looked forward to his version of the Joker. It wont be the same watching it.

goddamn its a good night. I got to spend the night coooking and living life with so many people that love me and whom I love equally. Im finally at a point with my Nashville family now that I really like life but Im still a nihilist who welcomes depression and agony. But these nights that I feeel love help me out a lot. I drank a whole bottle ( Read more... )

who is tired of all these photographers now a days....I am. Such a cop-out form of art that all these art fag kids want to be. There are a few people I know that are actually good at it but there are busloads of kids that just suck at it and think they are gods gift to photography. All these kids are ruining the business and art form of ( Read more... )

so today I got to drive one of my favorite cars that we have in our family. I raced and beat everyone today in Dallas in this baby.


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sooo. apparently there is a direct link between depression and creativity. Dont know if I should feel comforted by this relationship of emotions or a little worried.

im giving up on where i am in life right now. Nashville is wonderful but i need a break. I have felt very much alone a lot lately. Im leaving Nashville in about a week and coming back to Memphis for about a month. Things should be fun enough during this because i will be working a lot the whole time and catching up on my video games that i ( Read more... )