Hey everyone i got a NEW JOURNAL so dont forget to ass me to your freinds list k!!!

my new name is Missnewberry

mmmmmmmm k so pretty much this is how i feel... i have a lot of emotions running inside me rite now most of all which i thought were madness sadness and hurtfulness but none of them are rite it was jeaoulsly that took me over!! i am such a freakin bitch i swear a freakin bitch that refuses to let people know how she feels even when its her best ( Read more... )

Why is it that im pissed of at SOOOOO many people right now?? why?? In my mind i have reasons for being mad... they are foolish and dumb and pretty much retarted so first i devided to pretty much try nad shut everyone out for a day or 2... didnt work so i decided to ignore my feelings and pretent i was happy... Does that get me anywhere??? hmmmm ( Read more... )

Looking back at high school there is not one thing i would change... i loved the drama loved the friendships loved the happy times and loved the sad times... I cant believe its all over just like that.. friendships will fade away, memories will be forgotten and the spirit and excitement to be a bulldog will end... its so sad and happy at the same ( Read more... )

Im finally updating... i no im late ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts and i have a headache...im not sure if im actually sick or iv made myself sick... i feel as though everything hurts... is this what this feels like?? iv never hurt like this before.... and to make matters worse when i try to make thinkgs okay you shut me out... i want to crawl myself up into ball and just go to sleep and never wake ( Read more... )

Okay so tonite ended wonderfully!!!! I think im finally able to be myself around him...its weird.. like i speak my mind and dont have to play shy... i can be loud and myself and say what i want!!!! but ya anyways... its like were actually freinds now... not 2 people who get annoyed with each other and end up getting mad for dumb reasons... i like ( Read more... )

Prediction of the future..... IM GOING TO HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO EFFING LIFE!!! lol I have a week of from cheerleading and quess what i do???? I SIT AT HOME AND TRY TO FIND SOMETHING TO DO!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh next year im going to have no freakin life... I go to practice like everyday... uhhhhhh yea guys?? what the hell am i gunna do next year lol??? ( Read more... )

I fuckin hate hate hate hate hate my mom... i hope she trips and falls...and dies from lung cancer.. becasue thats what you get from smoking... so im glad you like intoxicating yourself.... ugggggghhhhhhhhh i hate her.... yes mother im sorry to inform you but now that im not living your fucking dream as miss suzie high school cheerleader... what do ( Read more... )

I look like a soccer mom today lol... im wearin my hecka comfy overalls lol ( Read more... )