it hasnt felt like christmas this whole month
and today is no different

my whole family is drunk
i want to be able to hang out this week but im working pretty much every day
fuck this
fuck christmas
fuck you.

so i havent updated in a really long time, i guess its cause i have no care anymore but i felt like i should keep this thing going ( Read more... )

i need to stop having weird dreams about party city
which translates to i need to stop working so much

thats the last time i go to a show and dont come back until 4:30 in the morning with work the next morning
fuck

yeah ive been really lazy with this journal ( Read more... )

i just had a sabrina night

more later hahaha

you make me sick
you fucking pieces of shit
your fucking scum in my eyes
youll get whats coming to you

steve is in the hospital again

fuck.

i love when my friends make plans or do somehting and don't bother to call me or invite me

real fuckin cool.

i cant stand when people bitch about their lives. its been really annoying me lately ( Read more... )