Today was the second week in a row that I went to church. There are many things that have changed me today. Father Tim was explaining that we all want to know or have questions about who are we and why are we here and that is exactly what I have been wondering. It was almost as God was talking directly to me through him. I feel lost at times ( Read more... )

It was one of the best days ever! I got to see Brenna before she went on her trip to California and I helped a pregnant lady at MCC. I was walking to my car and by chance I was there when this lady really needed help. We were in the M parking lot and she needed to get to J which is all the way over my building 9A, or well so I found out. She was ( Read more... )

Life is one of those things that you really cant define. I realized after doing some stuff that I was so focused on the outside appearance that I was really driven away and didnt care what guys had to offer, until I really got to know them as friends. That sounds so conceded or however you spell it that its scary. I used to think of myself as so ( Read more... )

I embarked on this new journey of my life. I have started thinking more so of the future, planning financially and looking at areas of the country that need elementary school teachers. I am worried about all the requirements to become a teacher, but I am sure I will do fine. Its really scary to think that I will be an adult making a living and ( Read more... )

I know that I tend to have like 2 entries a day in this journal, but it allows me to reflect on so many things and let out anger or questions that I always have. It has been a great day. I went to work and most of the time it was pretty good, but I think that my assistant manager was eithier mad at me or just some customer. It is some what nerve ( Read more... )

I went to church today. It was wonderful to see the spirit of God at work. I felt like I belonged except for the girl in front of me who kept turning around and looking at me. It was nice to have memeories of going to church with my grandmother and I actually felt happy and like I was being accepted by God. I know very little because I was never ( Read more... )

I read A Child Called "It" by David Peltzer and it was an amazing story of a child being abused in the most cruel ways and it was a true story. As I was reading this I was wondering how this child who had no reason for hope did and prayed to GOD sometimes. He stated that he didn't believe because what kind of GOD would allow this happen to a child ( Read more... )

Well NEW YEARS was a blast. It is so much fun hanging out with people that you see every couple of months. I went over to Shannon's house after a busy day of sleeping, watching TV and shopping and we went to Fairport to get X-Men 2 and got slurppies. It was fun. We had to go pick up her sister from a dance at their church and on the way we saw ( Read more... )

Well today has been a break through. I got rid of many things that I was holding onto from previous boyfriends and I talked to Dave and we are going to keep talking and hopefully we will be a little better then before. I figured out that I was just sad that I was not appart of his life and missed his friendship. He is a wonderful person and I just ( Read more... )

I really like sleep because I almost always feel better after having some. Last night was a lot of fun, but I guess that it just back old memeories, good memories. Its weird to be just friends with a person you know inside and out, and really perdict what they are thinking and feeling. I have never known someone that well and thats why its so weird ( Read more... )