Well I was at the party tonight and everything was cool I got to see a lot of my old friends and it was just like good times. It was weird because there was this girl Chealsea there and I didnt realize that she was gay and she was all over Dave and I got rather jealous. It was really weird. I felt bad and it got better throughout the night so I am ( Read more... )

There is the past all around me. I look at this past year and it feels strange to see how different my life has become. I want to have some things the same. I want to be able to hang out at Daves house and not feel weird. Its going to take a really long time for us to build our friendship back, but I hope we can. His family and himself, they have ( Read more... )

I went to the mall and had a blast with my younger siblings. The mall was packed but we had a lot of fun. I took them to Dennys and on the ride home we blasted American Idiot and sang it was the most fun I have ever had with them. It is as though when I was younger everything was frozen in time, they never seemed any younger or older, but now they ( Read more... )

Well lets see there is snow on the ground and there is peace and quiet at my house. Today I will embark on a trip with my brother and sister to the mall. This shall be a trip I will never forget because who knows what will happen. I am spending money today and I wont have to wait on anyone. That is what I am most excited about. Time to get ready ( Read more... )

I went to work with the attitude that I could accomplish anything and I realized that if I want to I can accoplish anything. There are some customers that I wanted to hurt today only because they were unpleasent and rude. Its not fun having people come up and ask you questions when you are trying to help other customers. The family party was ( Read more... )

Well Christmas was wonderful. We opened up all our presents and I received a down vest, a emergency kit for the car, a bracelet, some more clothes :) and a tubing ticket! I have a Christmas Party to go to tomorrow after work which should be great fun! Although there is no snow on the ground I am having a great Christmas. We also had Christmas ( Read more... )

Well I am really in the holiday spirit today. I am so lucky to have so many people care about me and this is going to be a great Christmas. Its a great time to spend with the family and friends. It makes me want to share it with someone special, but not this year. I am single and you know what thats really ok. Its not that big of a deal, as much as ( Read more... )

Well today I was pretty happy. I slept in and really relaxed. I have four A's so far in my classes. I decided not to really tell anyone because I want that quiet confidence. I got to know my assistant manager today a little better and that was pretty cool. You really never know a person until you talk to them one on one. I like that type of ( Read more... )

In my mind I have reflected on everything that I can possibly, my love life, my family, my friends, work and even school. It all seems to make sense to me now. I love my life. I have wonderful friends and family and I was quite lucky with my boyfriends too, but I just really never understood why I felt out of place. Everywhere I look there has ( Read more... )

Well now that school is out of session and I have a great deal of time on my hands I have a lot of time for reflection. I see that my ways of communication and living are not the best. I voice my opinion a lot and do not have a lot of facts to back it up. This is a source of secuirty to me. Although I do not know what I am talking about, like any ( Read more... )