So yeah. Day by day it's winding down. I don't even know what to think anymore. I suppose I'm sad. I suppose I'm happy. I don't know. I still feel like everything is weird. It sucks too, because I was doing so well for a while (read: like, a week). Regardless, everything will sort itself out. I'm just a little tired of being alone now, because this ( Read more... )

Yeah, so, hey everyone. It's me again, updating like usual. I don't know, I'm feeling quite despondent all of a sudden. I don't know where it came from. I was ok, not great, for a while, and now I feel terrible. I feel like I blew it. I feel like it's all over, and I have nothing to show. I feel like these are my last precious moments, and I'm ( Read more... )

So it looks like it's time to update once again. "Why?" you ask? Because I don't feel like working on my English presentation! So I have to say, this weekend was one of the best I've had in a while. Now I'm gonna do the typical Livejournal day-by-day breakdown ( Read more... )

Yea so I haven't updated in a while. The senior cruise was awesome. I met Shae, and she's totally awesome. Golf is taking up all my time. That's about it. Any questions, you can ask. Talk to you later.

There's nothing more exhilarating than pointing out the shortcomings of others, is there?

Yea, so I just thought I'd put a new post up because my last one was pretty bleak and depressing...I'm not really feeling that right now...Spring is finally here, and I'm quite glad for that. Golf season is going pretty well. Cruise in 5 days! Friday was a really nice night ( Read more... )

Our shampoo bottles are filled with the gasoline ( Read more... )

Could this be...a smile (almost)?
Do I actually feel a little...relieved (for once)?
Does hope actually feel...possible now?
Am I...jumping the gun here (a bit because I actually feel a little good right now)?

The answer to all these questions: PROBABLY!

So where do we go from here ( Read more... )

I almost felt good today ( Read more... )

OK, someone anonymous has been reading and posting on my Journal here quite frequently. This anonymous person evidently has a a lot of intelligence, a good command of his/her words, and strong opinions on my current situation. However, what this anonymous person doesn't seem to have is the courage to tell me his/her identity. If you value me as a ( Read more... )