This isn't as easy as it seemed. Well. Not that it seemed easy in the first place, but I didn't think that getting these people to trust me would be that hard. They're brutal, some of these werewolves. They haven't known what I've known. Friends or family to keep me sane. They don't want to help aid the cause or do anything to help. I can't say I ( Read more... )

I just feel like collapsing into bed and sleeping for a month. I can only hope that maybe the world will go away in that time, but I doubt it.

It is too bad the world won't go away.

evil bastards. it's, I dunno--we do all of this work and the riots like that happen, people still get hurt and killed and the ministry doesn't lift a damned finger ( Read more... )

I don't believe it. I don't even know what to say...has the Ministry gone barking mad? Wait. Don't answer that, I'd rather not know.

What. The. Hell. That little rat is out, no charges. What is the Ministry even doing? Nothing. They don't have a clue--of what they've done. Another Death Eater is walking free--and they don't even...if he's innocent ( Read more... )

 It's so strange. It's supposed to be such a happy time of year--yet it's hard to celebrate when the world--well, is the world. It's cruel and violent. And all of it, very depressing.

God--I didn't really know her all that well, other than a few conversations here and there, but she seemed such a sweet person. So vibrant and happy and young. It's ( Read more... )

I hate this. I hate him gone off to God knows where doing something dangeous, who knows what and being here and not knowing if he's alright--or hurt or dead. Because he should've been home by now, right? Sirius said tonight, and it's almost, it's so late and...

He's always working. Work stuff, Order stuff. Always gone. I work, but one measly job ( Read more... )

Sirius, have you seen my socks? I can't seem to find them in this mess, which is yours, by the way. I wont complain about this homage to some ancient God of mess anymore. Or even bother to try and pick anything up as no difference will be made.

I'll be in after ten sometime tonight, there's a poetry reading going on in the store which I am ( Read more... )

Ack. I just spilled coffee all over my scroll. Silly me.

So.

....It's been so long since I've actually written in this thing. I'd almost forgotten what it was for. Just--I'm staring at it, wondering what there is to say, really. It's quite sad. This counts as something, I hope.

You know, when that...kid attacked us, those weeks ago...

he messed ( Read more... )

It's so weird. It's quiet, and I don't see people who I used to see everyday anymore. This needs some time getting used to, I suppose.

Hey.

I haven't seen you in years, it seems like.

Well, maybe it was last week...I dunno. Seems longer.

When you have some time off, we need to just do something together. Because, I miss you.

I'm trying to find a few books that I seem to have misplaced...I'm scouring the dorm, but they still seem to be--well, missing. Anyone seen them?

Well. Last week of classes.

Then out into the Real World next week. Notice the capitals? It's a big deal. It's nerve wracking, it is.

I'm not going to lie.

But...I dunno.

  If that wasn't the most ridiculous thing...I don't know what was. It was stupid of me to even think I could try and help out but I did. I went and got myself hexed and kicked around.

And then that buisness there with Regulus. I should've tried to talk to him sooner, I suppose. First words I spoke to him in months. But there is that nagging voice ( Read more... )