Ok it's been a long time live journal and a lot has happened. I'm not going to fill you in because that would take forever and a day....so I'll just pick up from here. Well it's tuesday and for some reason I feel really weird right now. I hate this. Yep, I'm back.

I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just being around you offers me another form of relief

This weekend I am going back to Houston. Man, it feels like it should already be thursday or friday. I hate weeks that go by slow especially when it's only tuesday afternoon. Last night evey and I drove to Wichita Falls to visit Dano and meet his new puppy. It was a very fun adventure and he made us dinner. Passing through small towns makes me ( Read more... )

ok I have regained control of myself. I'm going to drop math and that will mean I am only a part-time student, but it doesn't matter because I'm not receiving any kind of financial aid. Next semester I'll take 15 hours and get the 24 I need. It will be alright. Maybe not today, but it will be in the future. I'm all wet and when I was walking ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to begin. Maybe I'll start off by telling you that when I woke up this morning it was pouring rain and I had to walk across campus, and now I am completely one hundred percent drenched and freezing cold. How about the fact that I am failing college algebra.

WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO FUCK ME OVER ( Read more... )

I have a history test tomorrow that I need to study for. Damn studying. I slept until about 11:30 today and got up and took a shower. It was nice and relaxing. Wow I don't have anything interesting to say so I guess this is it. "The buck stops here".

I was afraid to be alone ( Read more... )

I skipped my popular music in american culture class today. For some reason I could not sleep last night. I hate nights when you just lay there in bed and think about how every minute that passes marks less and less time for sleep. So I got back from math this morning and went back to sleep until about noon. Then evey and I ate lunch and I went ( Read more... )

Tonight Evey and I walked around campus for a while and sat on top of a big brick wall. The air outside it actually getting cool, so it felt nice to sit there and bask in nearly autumn weather. This song reminds me of last november to the extreme. My life was so different then. Weird. Sorry that I've been writing a lot lately about songs that ( Read more... )

I want to crawl back into bed and forget that this day started. I just failed a math test. I haven't gotten my grade back or anything like that, but I know I failed. When I was walking back from the gym a girl passed me and she smelled overwhelmingly of tropical fruit starbursts. It made me want to throw up for some reason ( Read more... )