happy turkey gobble gobble

yours truly,
the elusive lyla

i knowwww you all (whoever's left anyway) are absolutely THROUGH hearing about porter, but he's come back in to the picture.

i really don't like talking about him to my friends because i'm a pretty private person, but to all of you faux-strangers, well, it's an amazing outlet.

which is why i desperately need to know

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i don't know if any of you even know who i still am, but i felt like posting something here ( Read more... )

i have been holding off on any makeouts because i didn't want to start getting with a hord of UBER-horndogs within my first month or so here

and i did it!

until friday.

in the more recent past i have been a one-man kind of women and i can definitely definitely definitely definitely see that changing
if only for this year

i can't believe i'm in college.
i can't believe i saw porter this weekend.
and i can't believe i didn't care. (didn't care THAT much)

porter and i went down to the shore a couple weeks ago and spent the night at my aunt's house. it was the best last night of my life.

the next morning it was over.

school is done. i'm a high school graduate. commencement

what do you do when it seems like your friends are routing for you to fail?

call us cliche
call us typical
or standard
maybe pathetic
but i dont give a fuck

we are back together
and i'm more in love
and appreciative of my love
than i have been in a long, long time

everything feels like the first time. again.

i sat down and had a conversation with porter after talking things out with louie. he just laughed it off, "he's being a guy."

i told porter that there was never anything going on with louie and i.
"the second we're through, lyla.. the second"that's an exxageration. and it was only because i was drunk at a party ( Read more... )