So a long time ago, I knew this kid who would say and do things to make people see a point of view, to change their mind. Ignoring what may have made that other person happy; some self-righteous --honestly pathetic-- attempt to help people and maybe at the time all the other person needed was someone to yell at, talk to, or just lean on ( Read more... )

Stay quiet... as a memory.

This will be my last post in here. This Highschool fad, this collection of memories ends here. I have nothing more to say.

Keep me added as I still read the posts, but I won't be making anymore.

Today = fucking great, it could not be anymore grey than it currently is... and.. that is fucking awesome. God damn I love storms... I feel motivated today, like I can actually sit down and do something, this hasn't happened in a while, so many ideas, so many fucking tangents to go off of... It has to be the weather ( Read more... )

It's going to rain tonight, I just know it... the sky is perfect of it. The mood is so right too, I'm going to be playing in the rain till I get tired of it. It's nice to not have to worry about anyone or thing.... so fucking wonderful ( Read more... )

I wasn’t who I normally am the other night. I, yes me, actually went out. Some people from work were like ‘hey’ and then I was like normal ‘eh..’, then yeah… then they convinced me with bribes of drunken dancing / not remember the night. So I agreed. I mean… I’ve magically fuck up everything else pertaining to ‘life’ and so called ‘friends’ one ( Read more... )

There's apathy in your urgency...

I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No ( Read more... )

So it is almost 1:30 as I type this… I have to be up at 6. I can’t sleep, nor do I really want to. I haven’t felt like this in a while, I guess it is just… I’ve had a lot pent up inside for a bit, and somehow… I just kind of let it all go tonight. Not to anyone, just let it go to myself. I haven’t really talked to anyone about how I feel, like ( Read more... )

Because I was told I have been like this "always". Always, is just another persons recollection of how you are from point A, when they met you, to point B, now. These events in between are just failed attempted to say they know you. Kinda funny isn't? I was going somewhere with this, but due to my eye... feeling like it is going to rot and fall ( Read more... )

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