So after hours of digging through what has been a one learn learning experience, I am also back to what I was who I am, back to thinking all of my own thoughts, that won’t include the word “us”. I brought Bill (Hicks) back, Clam lappers and Sonic the Hedgehog… just makes me laugh my ass off ( Read more... )

what 6 months means nothing right? Things don't change, people don't change... and in retrospect... the people you try to avoid, keep coming up, or better yet their lackies. Kinda annoying if I do say so myself... but shit happens, you become so lethargic towards everything you stop caring, back that point, to square one. Yeah square one ( Read more... )

Damn, seems it has been a while and I just typed a whole lot of nothing to say.... and since I have nothing to say.... fuck you all!  how about that?  Good?  I hope so.

I hate the american people.... eh, fuck it... the world is full of evil people and intentions.... so it is just time to open our eyes to it.  Here is to another 4 years, I hope you got some money in that savings account.

Well I have come to the concluion that even though I hate everyone, I get along with any sort of people... which is new.  I thought I would never be ordaned with in the ranks of the "brothers" of america, yet I keep up with their insults.  Through which process makes work go by quicker... Other than that, I am living off of NIN - Broken ( Read more... )

why are told of our own salvation in our thought.  We are told who we are and what we must do inside a building that gets bigger and bigger.  We are told to give 10% to this, and to vote for this, and this is what is right and you are wrong and if your wrong your fired...  This is the devil your the devil, go to hell, buy my cookies!  Fuck this ( Read more... )

Rabbit has run off again... and this time it has pissed me off... 5 more days I will wait.  Then I am done with it.  If this is what you want, that is what you get.  You want to be friends.... then act like one and stop hiding, fucking weakness.

well work is fun, learning shit, making fun of people... oh I got married too.  So far I am abusive... but I think she will see it my way.... haha.  um... yeah nothing new, just working... sleeping... and yeah wanting to die ( Read more... )

So, today went well so far.... haha.  Um, got a hour or so of sleep then was up the rest of the night.  About 9ish went with my mom to get her car serviced, after which she drove to hollywood video and get some new movies while I got some coffee to keep me awake.  Got taco bell then came home to eat.  Slept for 45 minutes, took a hour to actually ( Read more... )

Reflections of hope and lost fears, fuck it… I lost nothing, and reflected upon nothing… this is just nothing.  A person can be god, till another comes along and proves him otherwise, so outside influence can go out the window ( Read more... )