So I'm off to therapy to tell my shrink about certain events that have transpired in the last month or so. And I don't want to tell her because she's going to be very confused. As am I. But I guess thats why shes there. I feel judged by my shrink. That can't be good.

Just when I think my own melo-drama will finally destroy me, something crazy happens ( Read more... )

I've discovered silversun pickups..and I love them.

I wanna get drunk and tell you things...because getting drunk first is the only way I can logicaly justify my disapointingly, weak self.

Ahhhh last night. Amazingly funny. I've never witnessed someone actually play someone directly before my eyes. You know, really watched the whole scene unfold in front of me. And glorious it was! Just remember Meggo....we're drinking till he's hot.

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The past three nights/days have been filled with suprise and intrigue. Had you asked me a month ago if this is what would happen I'd have confidently said "absolutely not." But I guess life is full of surprises. I've recently discovered that in fact, I do miss you. I miss the real you. I have for all this time. And I really didn't realize how ( Read more... )

Last night was the shit. I wasn't even drunk and it was the shit. I took Meggo out for her 21st. We had dinner with her sister who is delightful and then I took her to Mulligans to shoot some pool. The most fun I've EVER had or will probably EVER HAVE at mulligans. Let the good times roll! MEGGOOS 21!! YEAH!

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So I like to write here because I know pretty much no one reads this. Its cool. This topic has been plaguing me at night before I go to sleep for the past two or three nights in a row so here goes. Hopefuly it will be gone after this ( Read more... )

...on the edge. I'm doing all right being okay with this. I'm trying really hard to maintain composure. And I think I'm ok. I am awesome. And beautiful. And sexy. and tallented. VERY tallented. And someday I'll meet someone who agrees. I just have to remind myself CONSTANTLY of this fact. It wasn't meant to be, I'll move on. Life is still great....