Hm...can't compare to that, i know. Shutup you stupid fuckin dingo. Joey moved in with us. Too exciting I know. He's actually not so bad this time around. He's manageable and not as much of an asshole. Not that it really matters all that much he's only staying until January. And then he's actually gonna give growing up a try. My sister's been ( Read more... )

...just knowing this matters. I can't even begin to explain it anymore. It's like there was this huge balloon inside me just waiting to burst and it finally did. But it took me a while to find a needle sharp enough to do it. And I don't even know what caused it. I really don't. It was just suddenly that I felt like I couldn't fucking do it anymore ( Read more... )

So I hate to think that there's nothing better out there-I mean all of us who bitch about being stuck here you gotta realize that everywhere else will eventually start to feel like here. Yeah, for awhile it's gonna be fun obviously because you know nobody, you know nothing. But after awhile, this person'll start to look more and more familiar and ( Read more... )

So, I was right. You do make me completely fucking miserable. However it took me a little while to realize that you're not even worth me being miserable over...hopefully you like apples? Cus how do you like them apples? (Yes, Good Will Hunting I know but it happens to be playing in the background at this moment in time) But regardless you feel very ( Read more... )

To quote a beloved person:

You Make Me Completely Fucking Miserable

Well, not really. But the potential could be there...

"Go tell all your friends you're holding your gun to my head..." >Taking Back Sunday<

So I have to wonder what the point is anymore? You try to help and they shit all over you. So I say fuck it. Why bother with trying to help out somebody who doesn't wanna hear it yet comes to you everytime. And then they wanna turn it around to make it look like it's your fault. That's cool....whatever you know? I won't argue about it anymore ( Read more... )

So I guess every day is just a fucking waste of my time right? Yeah, I sorta thought the same thing too. And now, amazingly, my theory was proved correct. Why do I bother to get up every morning and return to this hellish place where everybody's the same, everything's the same and it's all the same bullshit that they shove down our throats and just ( Read more... )

...I thought people were full of shit when they would constantly say that everything would get better with time. You know, just grin and bear it. Well what if I didn't wanna fucking bear it? What if the only thing I wanted to do was freak out and slash my wrists? That wasn't an option for me ever though. Yeah, I might talk about it but do you ( Read more... )

...Wish I was elsewhere. Nooo...can't go home until tomorrow because my family's pretty gay like that. Shit happens though I suppose. And a girl just got attacked by a pomeranian outside my window. How cool. What a waste of space that type of animal is. And me of course, I'm sick. Feel like I'm gonna cough my motherfuckin lung out through my mouth ( Read more... )

...losing all control. Everything gets better with time, so they tell you. But unfortunately it's true. I don't think that I've had feelings from the past come rushing back in one fucking second because of one thing. Well, pertaining to most things. I don't see why we can't all just start old and die young. It'd make so much more sense. Not ( Read more... )