So the past few days, everything's just come flaming down around me. Not quite literally everything but quite a few things. And it just pisses me off, you know? How come when everything was goin so fine that it all has to end like that? And I believe that I've come to grips with the fact that my dad's a fuckin drunk and my mother is INSANE. To put ( Read more... )

Hmm...well...this week hasn't been the best one I've ever had. But hey, what doesn't break you, makes you stronger. Or so I've heard about all this shit about a hundred thousand times since Monday...and right now there's some fuckin 13 year old kid lurking outside my door because he's stalking me and seems to have a slight thing for me. Too bad the ( Read more... )

So, here's my thoughts on people.They all suck. Well not technically all but most. And they get upset about some of the most petty reasons. It's pretty fuckin dumb. But what I have to say isn't gonna change the way that people react to one thing or another. Or how they're gonna take in being called a hoebag to their faces. Who knows? Anyway, I ( Read more... )

You could go for broke. Or you could not. It's up to you. So apparently some people have what you would call "jealousy issues." It's a thing that you would call insecurity and you have absolutely no self-confidence. And in a case like this, you get the fuck over it. Gosh. Stop eating all the Lucky Charms, okay Ned? Just got home from lovely Beaver ( Read more... )

Or so they told me when they said that I was gonna die in 2 weeks. Hm, who could of known? Not that I think it matters or anything. So here I am at home, alone, and bored out of my godforsaken mind because the phone lines are dead, Alex is supposed to be at Loopy's soon, and guess who's not there like she said she would be? Of course, yours truly. ( Read more... )

...so it'd be easy for me like it is for you. Sounds all too familiar. Ang and I are cool again. I feel like shit for sayin some of the things I said to her but at the same time I think that maybe some of them needed to be said. But like she said, it's in the past so we're gonna forget about it. Other than that, I'd very much like to run away to ( Read more... )

It doesn't take much for the two to become one or vice versa I suppose. Who can tell? How are you supposed to feel about somebody who treats you like shit and them comes back and tells you that they love you and that sometimes their temper just gets "out of control"? Strange..I just wanna say to my Loopy, my Maria, my Heather, and probably my Sean ( Read more... )

I hate you.

Vazhna Mera!

Everything's the same after awhile. It all just blurs and blends into one endless ongoing black abyss. You know? Come one, come all into 1984...I don't know...what do you think?

"...you got change your Evil Ways. Lord knows you go to change your ( Read more... )

Hardcore. Yeah, I know. Vazhna Mera. It's okay being here. It's better than being somewhere else. And I can "rock out" (as the cool people say) to G n' R without getting bitched at. I'm so confused on what I'm supposed to feel for him. Or about him. Part of me wants to hate him with a passion that's not even known to man but the other part of me ( Read more... )

HAHAHA the fucker got malaria. You fucking idiot! And the best part is I don't even feel bad for you. How convienent. Hmm, well I suppose I should try to make my way up to Erie by now but just the thought of all those biblethumping tree hugging family members gives me chills up and down my spine. But they all "love seeing me" (The words of my great ( Read more... )