this is life in new york. this is sex, love, and tears.

[newyorkplaygirl]

you have no idea that your cigarette breaks are

the time of my life.

with or without you,

my mind wanders,

as your wet lips gently touch the virginal fag.

that is,

your Camel Filter.

Men walk by.

"Can I bum a smoke?"

you just listen.  i just glisten.

life lately has been endlessly hard.

I

Comments

[soulcapri69]

aw.. cheer up babe!

[newyorkplaygirl]

:) I'll shall try my very hardest.

[resistant_turd]

awww...marie. call me anytime. i still haven't even seen your place, so i must do that this week.

[newyorkplaygirl]

yes, you must come over. we can watch The Hours or something sappy...

[sanadista]

i'm lonely too. i spend way to much time by myself. although i'm begining to enjoy it. fitz decides to call me drunk at random hours of the night. what the hell do i do? he called me at 2:30 in morning yesterday going, want to hang out? please bitch. that was last year.

love you, miss you.

[newyorkplaygirl]

i wish I could be there and we could hug and support eachother.... ugh.... I'm sorry about your endless fitz complications, but am happy that you wont give him the time of day, because HE DOSEN'T DESERVE THAT FROM YOU. you are a strong, gorgeous woman. *mwah*

[sanadista]

*mwah* i love you. thanks for the inspiration. i'm just waiting for this girl to come back from rome that supposedly really likes him. then i'll be out of the picture again. which is a verrrry good thing for me. and maybe bad for her.

[fuzzylolly]

You are too beautiful of a human being for all of this.

Whatever is plaguing you, I've got the remedy-
Snuff it the fuck OUT.

I love you.

[newyorkplaygirl]

my eboni, I wish so badly that you came home to me and samantha every night.

i am feeling better, however.

i love you incredibly.