tears were shed for multipule hours.

where are you christmas?  you are such a blur, I don't know what you really mean and what I am supposed to do about that.  do you mean that I am supposed to be with the people I love?  then I feel bad saying it, but I think I may be in the wrong zip code.  Christmas is in Lumberton, Texas. Christmas is in ( Read more... )

I am sitting ( Read more... )

Chicago was truly EXACTLY what I needed. My brother is basically the only person in my life that I feel like I am not trying to prove something to. I feel like I am always proving myself, whether I am trying to convince someone to please please please believe that I have talent, or that I am a good actor, or that I can sing, or that I am pretty ( Read more... )

thanksgiving in nyc was a bust. dinner was beautiful and the day was hard but felt meaningful because it should have produced a warmth of love and appreciation. all I got was, "gee, i haven't eaten this good in a long time..." I feel like such an angry housewife, but now I know those whines are justified beyond belief. To slave over an oven for ( Read more... )

the spenser benefit was a huge success. Everyone came, we raised tons of money, and we all cried. Being in that show was amazing for me. I got to know so many lovely Adlerites if only for a moment. I hate that we only got to do that once. All I want to do right now is put on my makeup and do it all over again ( Read more... )

life is beautiful ( Read more... )

it has been a long ass time ( Read more... )

Things have gotten better after an earth-shattering, eye-opening experience.

I only want to smile now.... let's hope this lasts.

thank you all for love and support.  marie is here. 

you have no idea that your cigarette breaks are

the time of my life.

with or without you,

my mind wanders,

as your wet lips gently touch the virginal fag.

that is,

your Camel Filter.

Men walk by.

"Can I bum a smoke?"

you just listen.  i just glisten.

life lately has been endlessly hard.

I ( Read more... )

i wonder how many orgasms have been had in this bedroom...