So, I have the suspicion that the form of the flu is knocking down students like flies.  Hm, no.  It's not a suspicion.  It's a fact.  I don't think I have the actual flu... but I'm feeling run down for sure.  I'm trying my best to not get sick.  It just can't happen.... or did I just jinx myself, lol..

Sometimes getting sick reminds me I'd be ( Read more... )

Ashley is sad for her friends and the way Love likes to torture them while they are wriggling helplessly like a fish out of water...

Ok.  So, I've been needing some extra cash for much needed college expenses.  Problem is a lot of the loans I want to apply for will only accept me if I have a lengthy credit history and or a co-signer.  The major problem is I don't really have or know any potential people  that could be a co-signer for me for any of the student loans I want to ( Read more... )

I'm  the drunkest I've ever been.  It's all good though cuz I drank a lot of water with my alcolhol which sobers me up a bit and keeps me and or makes me feel better when I start to feel sick... damn, I type pretty normal for a drunky ( Read more... )

 Blah.  It's a gloomy day, but, otherwise, I have returned to Springfield, MO to attened this Spring 2008 semester.  I'm tired as hell, even though I got a good 8 hours of sleep, but I shall push myself this semester.  Yes, I'm putting my foot down on this one.  I will not go to any parties or anything tempting like that (Wednesday are an exception ( Read more... )

Well, today was a weird day.  On the outside, you might say it was a typical day, but there was so much underneath, but I can't quite describe it; the words are on the tip of my tongue, but remain there.  It was more like feelings and experiences and less cognitions until after I woke up from a nap this evening ( Read more... )

I hate myself.  And yet, I can't help feel what I've been feeling toward her.  I am ashamed to feel it, but I should have seen it coming.  It's all my fault.  I remember being told by someone more respectable and older than me that I fall in love easily... and, now that I've thought it over, it's true to an extent.  Meaning, I seem to be more ( Read more... )

I had an epiphany last night at Ashley's party and it caused onset depression within me to know what I know now.  I've discovered why I've been feeling this way for the past month or so... It will be hard to explain it, but I know it will make me feel much better when I do.  My friends are so understanding... and I put my trust in them.  I talked ( Read more... )

I'm feeling socially and emotionally deprived... I could sure use a good cuddle from certain people... it would be nice to have a lovely, warm woman on my lap with her arms and legs around me and would refuse to let go.. and so would I.  I don't like to sound needy, but It's true.  But, in my defense, I'm sure I ain't the only one.  But, perhaps ( Read more... )

 Ah.  Another urge, although rare, to impulsively buy something on ebay has happened!  Yup.  I just bought myself a brand new beginner's acoustic guitar with a bunch of extras on Ebay.  It's white with smokey colored hues as accents and comes with all the necessary things to start playing.  I do have another Ebay-bought item.  I bought a black ( Read more... )