make out

moving again. ive moved 4 times now this year. this is the first time i havent wanted to. i learned so much since being out here. i think im happier here than i can remember ever being before. i owe so much money to so many people its sickening.

parallel seven: in retrospect it seems like a huge joke. i can never remember a time i wasnt depressed. most of the time i trick myself into being healthy for the time being until the time being passes into memory and i realize how fucked up i was. that is how i survive ( Read more... )

i havent slept in 35 hours.
i am going to a bonfire in a minute.
bonfires are awesome.
crank is a real thing, and people on this coast actually do it. who knew.
i wonder if they did back home.
crankhead.
weird.

I don't trust things to exist only in my mind.

I really want a cookie right now, and all I have is soup.

this is my first night in this bed, and i am terrified of tomorrow.

seven days.

i am going back to school. other coast. again.

I wish that you could write me into you.