UPDATES 4/20/06:

BAD:
-getting arrested sucks
-staying sober sucks
-getting a job is gunna suck
-i miss my friends
-i miss skating
-i fucking hate my band

GOOD:
-things might acctually be looking up for me, cheers

xoxo
aaron

and ill be done with dust and dirt
when the ocean calls me home

you know what i realized? life is only as hard as you make it.

im still out of step with everything, im tryin to peice together where the hell im going in life...but some of the peices that used to fit, just don't anymore.

i wrote this a while ago, but some how livejournal saved it...its very weird to read somthing that you wrote when you were at a very low point in your life. i wouldnt have thought that i was capibal of these feelings or ideas, but i guess so. im not nearly this self depricating anymore haha, but man...this was only two weeks ago ( Read more... )

what happened to me?

i need my life back, so bad. i used to have a band, a legit, rad girlfriend, and a good group of friends. all hail 05.

i'm lost at sea

as of the 13th of january, i am never doing cocaine ever again

so i decided that im gunna try my goddamn hardest to go a mustashe to go along with the huge mullet i have now.

no one that ive told is into it, but they will be when they fucking see it. my god.

_aaRon

no, i aint gunna use this thing to cry or post lyrics (to bad i SO will in a month). im pretty much gunna use this LJ just gunna name drop kids i dont like and girls i do like.

leave me somthing if you wanna get your shit added.

_aRn