Meh I cant believe im writing about how much I let other people bother me with their opinions. It annoys me about how much i try to distance myself from other guys that some how some way im told im like them every five minutes by someone. What the fuck is the point of me being sweet caring and what not? Does this mean if i was a complete ass- ( Read more... )

Ok so i dont have a whole lot of important things so ill put the random stuff down. I talked to lauren (seres friend) for the first time yesterday shes pretty cool and shes nice so ya i have a new friend yey! ^(o.o)^ Ummm random sere dream the other night its hard to explain so aim me if you wanna know more about it ( Read more... )

God fucking damn i hate her. Shes started her fucking bullshit up again. And like always im caught in the middle. I soo cant wait to get the fuck away from her ( Read more... )

So anyways not much going on I clean my room today. Sorta. I had something i was gona say here but now thanks to my damn parents i forgot it. I am gona start trying to play FF11 again and maybe WC3 to help get away from my life. And hell of hells i started reading books again today. Ya i know what your thinking "omg! its the end of the ( Read more... )

Wow i cant seem to keep out of fights. Todays fight? About not being allowed to hug someone because they arnt a touchy feely person and dont wanna be close to anyone. I swear to god its times like this I should just shoot myself cuz all i do is cause trouble and make ppls fucking lives worse. I so fucking wish i could rewrite who i am. Im not ( Read more... )

So anyways im really bored right now. Hardly anyones on to talk to and the few that are on either are distant or PMSing or away. Kirk and i are history i cant stand him putting me down like he does while he complains about all the "years of putting him down and making him a puppet" plus the whole hurting sere thing is unforgiveable ( Read more... )

Ok so Sere isnt mad at me anymore and we made up, thank god. Now on to why I'm here making an entry so early in the day. Mom needs the day to orginize school and I need to look for that card thingy I mentioned yesterday. Ya we all know what that means. Yep. I'm too lazy to spend all day looking, so I'll look a little bit and play/chat for the ( Read more... )

Wow fun day I lost a gift credit card thingy that I have to find, Seres pissed at me which I can understand why but how does that give her the right to say I dont mean my sorrys? Ok so I did something I shouldnt have and I know better, I wont do it again and I'll even link this to my exile promise if it'll make you happier (god knows if your ( Read more... )

Ok so this is my first entry and I know the moment this goes up Sere's going to be all over it. hopefully I can get Adam to read this too but ya anyways on with it. I decided to put this to more use then just reading Sere's journal and like ya so here I am. So much going on lately I dunno where to start. Losing sere as more then a friend is a ( Read more... )