Today was a waste.

I was supposed to see someone that I really wanted to see, but once again, it did not work out. Like every other time. It never works out.

I'm waiting for the right opportunity for this, but I don't want to do it alone.

I hate every fuckin person in my family (well most of them) I hope they all burn cuz I can't take them and ( Read more... )

Sheesh. How many more entries to go? Eleven.

School's almost here.

My dad is really sick of me and wants to send me away to my moms house for like 2 weeks. That should be weird. Idk. It's like half of me wants to go and the other half doesn't. Hmmmm. Desicions, desicions. Idk if that's how you spell it but oh well.

I've decided to try and ( Read more... )

Well ya, I stayed in bed til like 12. I got 12 fuckin hours of sleep man. This is how I want to spend my summer I suppose...sleeping. This way, i'll just avoid thinking and avoid hurting. My heart has gone pffffft. I'm not sure if I should talk about it in here, but there's something I really need to tell Jake and i'm way too afraid to say it in ( Read more... )

Went to Warped Tour. It was fuckin awesome. I got a TBS t-shirt. Fuck Ya!

Highlights (in no order):

• Seeing Jake and talking to him even though I thought I was going to like break down and cry because i'm "emo"
• Seeing TBS, Stretch Armstrong, SOTY, Bits of Flogging Molly, Bits of Yellowcard (unfortunatly), Part of Early November, Thursday, Coheed & ( Read more... )

Well last night was the greatest night of my life. It was fucking great! But I think my mom was suspicious of something. And so was my sister....why the hell do they always think I did something bad?!

Ya, well when I got home to my dad's he like noticed how happy I was and he like tried to make me feel bad. It's like he wants me to be depressed. ( Read more... )