Man. The Kinison show is tonight, and I doubt i'll be able to go now.

I have the money and everything, but like i don't have a ride, and i haven't thought of a way to convince my dad to let me go.

This blows. I was so looking forward to this show too.

I'm just gonna go and cry god damnit.

<3

My last post in this journal shall be made tomorrow. HA!

Heh, Roses are my favorite flowers

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Man, this weekend was GAY!

So much for having a fun weekend. Oh well.

Uhm yaaaaa. School thing tomorrow. Kinda looking forward to it, and then again, i'm not. I'm sure many people hate me now cuz of that whole thing. Hmmm....ya.

I think i'm not going to talk as much this year cuz idk I need to focus on school cuz I think I know what I want to do ( Read more... )

Man, I fail at everything.

I'm a bad daughter, bad gf, bad friend, bad sister, bad everything. Sheesh. Realizing the truth hurts.

Well, my weekend is screwed up. I'm going to be alone. Once again.

I tried asking my mom if I could stay with her, but she was being all weird cuz her bf has to help his mom move to Linda Vista. Which I don't see as too ( Read more... )

Well, i've got a couple days left til I go. Exciting.

I've been losing a lot of sleep.

I keep having this dream about my cousin commiting suicide in front of me. It's really scary. I just hope that it doesn't come true.

Uhm...ya. I'm hyper right now. Sugar highs are weird. I hate when it fades cuz then I go back to being sad. Shame shame.

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Alright, i'm almost through with this shit. Like only 5 more to go.

I've never felt so much doubt, confusion and worthlessness. I'm talking to my friend about it. I don't believe any of it.

Maybe my time is up. Maybe I experienced everything I was supposed to. Maybe hearts were broken like this on purpose, because if it is my time to go, then ( Read more... )

Alright, so far the only people who love me (and want to be added) are:

Kitty
Jessi
Jess
Aryka
Desi
Gene

and Cyndia of course!

<3's to you guys.... STILL COMMENT HERE IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED.

God damnit. I hate you guys. Just playing.

Well I already got a new journal, so I'm almost ready to say good bye to this one. Comment if you want me to add you to my other list.

<3's

1._What do you like about me?
2._What's your fondest memory of me?
3._Do You Love Me?
4._Would you hug me?kiss me?
5._If I died...What would you say about me?
6._If I was gone would you notice?
7._What is my best feature to you?
8._Am i a nice person? or a bitch?
9._Are you gonna put this in your lj to see what I say about you?

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Full Name: Courtney Danielle Heath
Nicknames: Court, Dani
Age: 15
Sex: Female
Single Or Taken: single now
Current location: San Diego..
Date of Birth: February 7, 1989
Astrological Sign: i'm Aquarius bitches!
Place of Birth: San Diego
Where Do You Live: San Diego. DER
Who Do You Live With: Dad and my lil sister
Parents' Names: Dennis & Sara
Siblings' Names: ( Read more... )