husband, how i do miss you...

i have made a decision to no longer use this journal. 8(
but i will still log in (if the admin lets me) and comment on my friends' entries 8) cuz you guys write some crazy/funny/weird/idiocyncratic shit!

i've been violated! my car stereo was unsuccessfully taken but, now, unusable. fuck!

woke up scared shitless from a dream this morning. dreamt of my first step-father. he still has tremendous power over me. the way his angry eyes pierces through my child body makes me cower. mother was there, in my dream, but i knew i had to fend for myself. she would never accept the perception that she didn't protect me from him. when i was ( Read more... )

what a fuckin weekend! argh! i finally got my paycheck today (only three days late). the pillar of the company has quit as of yesterday. what the fuck does that mean to me? i want to get another job but life has wrapped me tight with its web, leaving me with only enough room to breathe. how generous. i can't work this way, i just can't. i'm gonna ( Read more... )

what an outrageous thing i did last night! a male stranger called me accidentally mon night. his name is chris. his voice resonates in my ear like a smooth piece of valuable marble. there's nothing like a good piece of rock. remember, i am an earth sign. anyway, with support from l34f, i decided to call him last night. we're talking now. gawd i ( Read more... )

so some more weird shit ( Read more... )

i hate computers!

blah

DamnationLife has me chained, naked by my wrists ( Read more... )