Weighed in this morning with my squad leader and platoon sgt.  Yea, it went badly.    I gained weight and a fat %.  So, during my workout today, I've made a decision.  I need to jolt my body back into weight loss.  I'm going to become a vegitarian for the month, atleast.  My game plan is yogurt in the morning with my vitamins.  Veggies and fruit ( Read more... )

Well, the weigh in  got post poned.  All the people that wanted to be there, couldn't.  I have until Monday.  Which is good for me.  I can atleast get rid of the water weight by then and get back to what my last official weigh in was ( Read more... )

I'm not  feeling very good mentally at the moment.  Well, a bit quesy too, but that is steming from mentality ( Read more... )

Have a few minutes before I have to head out and get Jessie and J and go catch my flight, so I thought I would get down some details before I forgot them.

Went to the club this weekend and met up with friends. Finally! It was so wonderful to hang out with everyone again! J doesn't understand why I enjoy going there, to my "fuck club" but we've ( Read more... )

Got some strange news yesterday. I don't know why it surprises me though. Apparently, Nick, J's competition for Steph in Korea, has decided he's through and has broke up with steph. *scratches her head* He fought so hard for her...and now he dusted his hands of it all. Just doesn't seem like him. Course, he's as emotional as any woman I know ( Read more... )

I met an interesting person yesterday. A girl in my company is on restriction for messing up on a pee test and she had to go to a therapy session. I was choosen to be her escort last night. I found out she is: bi, kinky, and very very open minded. I've agreed to take her to my club and she'll go with me to a swingers club. She said she has ( Read more... )

Bad news: My great aunt died last week. She went in her sleep, how we all wish we would go. I wish she had been able to see Jessie, but maybe she has already. Her husband is hanging in there, but we don't give him long. My mother is going up there next week to help him settle my aunt's affairs and try to help him. *sigh* But that means I won't ( Read more... )

Went to see the doctor the other day about my tummy. After many questions and a visual look see, he said I'm a good canidate and it actually wouldn't take many procedures. About 3-5, losing about 1-2cm each time. Its a laser procedure, no surgery. Intense heat on focused areas. He said there is about six weeks between each procedure and maybe ( Read more... )

So J and I talked last night. Wasn't a long talk, just got said what needed to be said. He came out with the whole story. Also told me that on his birthday, they got a bit drunk and had sex a couple times. I thought about that for a few while he appologized and tried to explain it. Strangely enough...I wasn't upset that they had had sex. I ( Read more... )

I was watching Tell Me You Love Me this evening when I saw a scene that made me laugh...at myself. If you haven't watched this show you really should, its on HBO. Its sorta like a reality show that follows three, sometimes four couples in their lives and their different problems ( Read more... )