Bigger heart, bigger dreams, a legit girl ( Read more... )

im so tired of everything. i miss Nora. i miss Tiff ( Read more... )

It's strange to think that I could have the one I love in my life, and yet my heart be breaking ( Read more... )

Why is it that I could have everything in the world, but some place inside me is still so sad? I feel like this sadness wasn't even accumulated in one lifetime. Maybe recognized here, but certainly not something new ( Read more... )

Some excerpts from a voicemail the other night ( Read more... )

Lies ( Read more... )

Grandma called Dad today. She's in the hospital again, with another thing on top of everything else, and I really need to go see her. I know she's not doing well, and I keep having dreams about Trinidad... If I fuck it up, and surgery costs too much so my dad can't see her.... I'm going to cancel it. I'm scared to talk to him about it ( Read more... )

i miss Nora and Tiffany. every day. i've been losing my mind lately. i don't remember the last day i haven't cried. no one whom i have spoken to lately has understood. Nora's mom looks like me on the outside, really broken. her sister too. everyone else... is living i guess. i'm not. i want to go back in the woods or the mountains and live there. i ( Read more... )

Things I'd like for Christmas ( Read more... )

You blow me off just as often as I do it to you. I don't ever want to hear you pull that again ( Read more... )