I know this comes a bit late, but I wanted to wish a Merry Christmas to all of my dearest friends. I especially would like to extend my warmest festive greetings to those amongst us who are celebrating their first holidays apart from loved ones (Viggo & Mark, just to name a few). I hope that the both of you were able to find warmth & comfort in the ( Read more... )

Today I felt 'twitchy'. There's really no better word to describe it. I needed to be out. I wanted to go away, but I had no reason to leave and nowhere to go ( Read more... )

I have to appologize to all of my loved ones for being away so long. I assure you that I missed you all, but I had to leave for reasons both physical & emotional. Since Ham's passing I'd realized that I wasn't being a whole heck of a lot of fun and that I was becomming somewhat of an introvert and alienating most of my friends. So I embarked on ( Read more... )

Yet another nameless entry. I'm not in the mood for speaking. This is the first time that I've communicated with anyone since the end of last week ( Read more... )

I can't say that I've ever had a particularily strong faith, but it is times like these that make me believe that there is a greater force that protects us all and provides in our times of need. Though I wouldn't be so bold as to give this force a name... this force has blessed me with the best of friends ( Read more... )

I have to appologize to all of my LJ friends for my absence as of late. For those who have been tuning in regularily I'm sure you'll understand... its hard to sit in front of a computer and compose your innermost thoughts, desires, fears etc. and repackage them for mass consumption. This isn't a farewell as it may sound... just a rededication to ( Read more... )

Forgive me for the short entry, but I'm at a bit of a loss for words. If I've said it once, I've probably said it a hundred times... I feel so violated. I imagine this is what rape would feel like. F#&*ing investigators won't leave me alone. Every aspect of my life is being questionned & they've started pestering Eoin. When will they understand ( Read more... )

I am presently under house arrest until further notice... they think that I tried to kill my husband ( Read more... )

Don't be affraid to answer this one. It has been nearly a week since I've seen or heard from Hamish. Its been somewhat of a mixed blessing. I'm enjoying the peace & quiet and I'm much less affraid at night, but now I'm just feeling really uneasy ( Read more... )

I hate this place that I'm in. It so uncomfortable being less than a kilometer from home & feel like you're in some far off hostile environment ( Read more... )