Imagining impossible scenarios ( Read more... )

I'm suppose to write
Or he says I should write
But writing won't change anything
At the end of the day he'll join the long list of people who walk away
He may like me, but he'll never love me
I have to find a way to internalise that and be ok with it

I know he doesn't love me ( Read more... )

I watch your face
When you try something new to gauge your reaction
When you eat to see your enjoyment
When you sleep to watch you at peace
To savour these last finite moments
Because this may be all I have to live on for the rest of my life

I knowingly stand on the edge of the abyss ignoring the millions of voices screaming at me in my head, I know the outcome, I've always known the outcome, but just because I know it doesn't make it hurt any less at the end, I willingly accepted the consequences of crossing that threshold, I flung myself in to the abyss, all for the hope of love, all ( Read more... )

All I want is someone who sees me, knows me, understands me, appreciates me, loves me, nothing to complex?

Is this something that's nothing?
Or is it something?
Am I hoping for to much?
Or am I just a warm body?

What are we doing
Before anything happens
Everything else has to be sorted and settled
This has to be done properly

Pitter patter
Stop it my heart
You shouldn't feel this

I was doing better ( Read more... )