so today was interesting. i'm shying away from everyone. touch has become so meaningless to me. which is very odd because you know me i live off of affection and love. and its just kinda going away. i don't know whats changing. but it seems like the only touch that means anything is his. and i haven't seen him in forever. and hes not going to be in ( Read more... )

well tomorrow is monday. i want more then anything to fall alseep and wake up and feel like 5 minutes passed. but i know that i'll be up for hours and then finally fall asleep and have the worst night ever. well whatever. i'll go do other things now.

i wont see him till next week. and thats just a maybe. i miss him lots.

so i am sitting with mikey in abby's room in the dark on the computer listening to the age of rockets. basically he just made me puke chocolate and water all over the floor i was laughing so hard. it was great. i kind of love my friends alot.

i am sitting in the back room at north star on abby's laptop. today was okay. bagheera was here today. eli didn't come in today which made me sad. hes not coming in tomorrow cause he has to do ski things. fucker. i wont see him untill tuesday cause fucking monday we don't have north star. so fuck that. well char is visiting tomorrow. and then i am ( Read more... )

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so new years turned out to be ok. i ended up at mikey and abby's. which was fun. we watched movies at stayed up untill 6am. and yes we were totaly sober. which sucked but hey whatever. north star is tomorrow. its 1:30am so really i have a full day to go. but what makes me happy is that its tomorrow. i miss everyone soo much. but thats okay. um ( Read more... )

i haven't seen him in over a month. i haven't heard from him in forever. i have no idea weather or not hes ok . he probably has some new girl friend who is way hotter and has like 2385892759874684x more experience then i do. and he probably hasn't thought about me at all. and right now is getting ready to have a fucking huge new years party where ( Read more... )

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i haven't seen him in almost 11 days. but i talked to him for like an hour today. and god it felt good to hear his voice :)