last night was so stressful! i had a job interview that went ok, but then driving home i really thought about the job and thought if i wanted it. Its a job working with people with mental disabilities and helping them to become more independent, which is great and would be rewarding, however i really want to work with children who have autism, this ( Read more... )

well march is coming and it is the month of the brithdays. why is everyones bday in march?!? o and did i mention that everyones birthdays are in march and that means going out to bars and i have 20 dollars in my account? ya...i hate money...and school...BUT I GET TO SEE MY BABY TONIGHT...thank god i need some serious destressing. i think i have ( Read more... )

eh i guess things are starting to look better

holy crap...i might have a job in lowell . i emailed a place and have been talking to a women through email and she is interested and she says most of the students who work here get a full time job after they graduate, not sure if i woud want to live in lowell but if i like this company i might have too. it is a company that does amazing things in ( Read more... )

so i went to the rock gym with dan last night i have gone a few times so i not very good haha. so we were in the boldering room and i was trying this v0 and coudnt even get the first move and i gave up. im mad at myself for giving up now this may sound dumb but dan kept telling me to trust my feet, on the way home from his place last night all i ( Read more... )

sometimes i just hate myself...and school and everything...and today is one of those days

but my mom sent me a pic of my dog with a cone on his head cuz he has been biting himself and that made my day

ugh...i am so done with schoooooool grr i want summer and i want it nowwwwwwwww

sooooo i asked my mom where the big bag of my winter clothes that i put in my sisters old room wasthe day i moved back in for spring break, she goes....um...what...so i said the big bag of clothes she goes why did u put them in that room?!?!?did u not see all the bags and toys?? i was like ya ur cleaning the closet out and she goes NO that stuff ( Read more... )

so the wake was not bad at all i was amazed how the whole family kept it together so well...the funeral on the other hand was horrible...justin was sobbing and in uniform and it just broke my heart and then he hugged me and i lost it but he was ok after...but on a lighter note me and andrew r going to hell i decided. so all thru the church service ( Read more... )

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EEEEEE ITS SO CLOSE!!!!!