Monday.

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I ( Read more... )

Psh today another day.. woke up around 10:30, sat around watched a lifetime movie homeless 2 harvard.. decided to get ready for the day @ 12:30'ish

..well I'll just start with last nite ~ Sammie's party :) i prob took like an hr n 1/2 to get ready for her party, resa rae {claire} came n pickd me up, n then we went n got katie.. off to the party n i tryed to give directions, but oh yes they were soo rite! so we were lik 5 min early.. hmm kool kid what?! Jessie was there.. gasp*.. we hadnt ( Read more... )

So this week has possibly been the most crappiest one known to me :) yippee bitches! :) hm. lets start with the constant fighting with my parents and how everything about me is not good enough, nor will ever be.. so that lowers the selfestem tons, then the fighting with the friends.. hm best friend.. wtf is that?! like all honesty. cuz i've never ( Read more... )

today effin sucked

woke up, showered, sat around n relaxed 4 a bit, cleaned, waited to go to the winner to get my dress... finally went and found my dress tryed it on to show my mommy.. and she responds with a LOVELY .. nic, u kinda look fat in that, dont they have  a size bigger? you know what maybe you should wear sumthing else.. so that will ( Read more... )

tuesday.. =)

Woke up @ 10:30 to katie yelling @ me to get out of bed, clean n shower so we could go into town.. well i came down stairs checked my msgs. jumped in the shower, n vacumed for lik 2 sec. went upstairs blow dryed my hair, did that whole make-up thing, straightened my hair.. finally leaving around like 11:30 so it wasnt that bad.. We ( Read more... )

*Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the prison outa fix it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time I had better things to do
Criminal records ( Read more... )

..saturday

nothing really to exciting happened today, woke up around 10:30 barely sleeping in, took a shower n what not.. mom flipped out and went crazy for about an hr n soo... she can be really gay sumtimes like today! afterwards she left for like 2 hrs just hung out n talked to sum people... Uh, I pierced my 4th hole cuz my mom wouldnt let me ( Read more... )

updating twice in one day, only bcuz im bored out of my mind and bcuz im extremely stressed out.. so yay for me..

I bet your hard to get over

So yeah my family has gone completely and utterly crazy, my parents are literaly becoming hitler inpersonaters.. wtf? im completely stressed out cuz i refuse to sit down with them and discus my feelings, i ( Read more... )

...Whoa

I'll start from Sunday, woke up always good, ate lil breakfest took a shower, went home from the camp site and finishing getting ready to leave for band camp, left with my mom being crazy as usual freaking out on us girls as if thats new.. leaving with high hopes to get away from sum things and have this time for friends.. well showed up @ ( Read more... )