Please someone, just give me a reason any reason not to kill myself right now. I know that you go to hell for commiting suicide, but right now hell seems so much better than life! Please, just give me one good reason not to die. I just need one. I want to die so bad. Please kill me. I want to die. Death is mercy. I want death to be my blanket, I ( Read more... )

So Shon is so absolutely amazing I Love him so much. I don't know what I would do without him. I wish you were here. I love him, and I'm bummed out because I won't get to see him at all this break. This bites.
I'm really worried about Adam. He's been really depressed, at least that's how he's been acting around me. I dunno. Call me.

I feel like a mother desperately wanting to find a child, but unaware of where to begin. I miss Katie. I do not know where she is. I do now know how to contact her. I do not know where her mother is. I do now know where her sister is. I am lost and unsure of where to begin my search. As the days pass by I grow more and more desperate to hear her ( Read more... )

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I'm so excited. Homecoming is this Saturday! I think that this time it shall actually be fun. Well, we will see. He says that I will only have to dance to a couple of slow songs, which relieved many doubts that I had. I can't dance to fast songs to save my life. You can even ask people who have seen me attempt, it is probably just about the ( Read more... )

I don't think that I've been this happy and discontented all at the same time. Oh gosh, I think I am more confused now than before this all happened ( Read more... )

So, I was really hoping the I was going to get to see Nick, but from the looks of it I won't be able to. That is pretty disapointing, but then again he might have changed and become a complete ass. I sure hope not. Me and him used to have good relationship, but after we kissed, things got akward. I think we both want to talk but the only time we ( Read more... )

Wow, I feel really terrible. I bitched out my friend yesterday about her boyfriend. I now feel terrible. I could kick myself. I feel so stupid for ever mentioning it. Ugh! I told her I won't mention it again, but I feel so guilty and I feel this horrible need to talk to her about it. All I want it a sympathetic ear, and I can't even talk to my ( Read more... )

Alright, so my dad has a new job with this company named Comsonics, which repairs broken cable parts, and my dad is a sales rep. ANYWAYS, so he is gone from Monday through Thursday, and then every friday he does shipping. So today I was gonna wake up at 8'omygoditsearly clock and then go to shipping with him. Damn birds decide to start singing ( Read more... )

might go to California this summer. I'll update later.