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[nicecupoftea]

im not sure at this stage that i will get to move house until i am working again. this makes me PISSY. i cant afford a deposit, cant borrow a deposit, and im not homeless or imminently homeless so cant apply for the deposit bond scheme. i need to think very very long and very very hard about how i can get out of this flat, this being the case. im

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[monster_grrrl]

What is it that you hate so much about your flat?

[nicecupoftea]

well, mostly i hate its location, which i cant do much about: no amenities, at least a forty minute walk from the parts of town in which i spend most of my time. the flat itself- some cosmetic stuff which could easily fixed (if i can somehow scrape together the beans with which to buy paint etc and ask people to help). much more problematically it now has lots of really sad associations- ive spent a lot of time there feeling really unhappy and lonely, and cannot, for instance, imagine EVER inviting anyone into my bedroom, which i consciously think of as this awful, sort of, celibates cell. so i am thinking about how i can change the material stuff, but am a bit stumped as to how i can turn round my general attitude towards a flat which has never really felt like a home.

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[xecineck]

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