so much to think about.. so little space

Jan 07, 2007 09:27

So hes back again.. back in my life... i wasnt expecting him for another 5 months, I preped myself for this.. started that program, was doing really well.. wanted to get hott by may for him, for me. finally doing things for myself. moved on with my life.. well now hes back. hes adjusting and im just not, its SO hard. Hes having a hella time, and me ( Read more... )

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nicegrrly January 7 2007, 15:45:53 UTC
ohhh so tonies back too... she moved to reno to help her buddy raise a baby.. got there and from what i know her friend DITCHED her there... 5 days in, and moved off with her finance' of 5 days, *babies daddy* and ran without Tonie.. now tonies back and all like she didnt ditch me, i told her to go.. blah blah... ok sweetheart u just wasted 800 bucks and lost ur jobs.. through eveything away and now ur here with nothing, and shes off with some loser... im thinkin someones lying. Kinda sad if u have to lie to urself to make urself feel better about life.. u got shafted.. and im sorry just face it and ill help i dont like liars.. im not doing that anymore. so nooo idea what im gonna do with her back... i love the girl.. shes crazy as hell but move on with life.. make it about urself who can just sit around and let life pass em by...

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anonymous January 8 2007, 12:46:10 UTC
I took a test yestderday morning, and it was negative, my roommate is freaking tho, shes like U CANT TRUST THOSE>. blah. and its only been like 9 days.. give or take. SO who knows. I dont think i am, im one of those neive girls who's like waiting for this crazy feeling where i KNOW im pregnant. I have a feeling I might be sadly mistaken. HA! *shakes her head* yah it was soo cute last night, hes all cuddled with my new puppy. hes like lookin at her when i came in the room, hes like Lola.. Just like me already im ur daddy. OMG it was SOOO funny. hes like 6'2"- 190- gangster boy. HA shes a peek-a-poo! and under 4 lbs wearing a rainbow sweater. I cant help but laugh. Like he wants a baby, im just beyond not ready. im not even 21!!

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nicegrrly January 8 2007, 12:42:45 UTC
see before we started seeing eachother he was a bad kid, hung out with all the wrong people.. etc..etc... had 5 sisters.. he was the only boy.. so he wasnt a priority.. trouble was his only outlet, so now he has to go to court and guarenteed he will be locked up. I hate that thought completely! I dont date guys like him, but hes sooooo different its unreal!!!! but i am sooo emotional with him, cuz ive never had to deal with someone being taken from me like that. its completely outta our control, im being punished for what he did back then.. AHHH i hate boys! then again he did wake up at 5am to make me breakfast today.. aww.

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stealin_sporks January 9 2007, 22:25:54 UTC
NO BABIES!!!! Remember..I gotta be the first one to pop one out ;)

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nicegrrly January 11 2007, 00:02:46 UTC
ha im a nanny, i can handle, dont u wana be an auntie.. esp to MY kids... dead baet baby daddy... ohhh gawd!

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