cancer......

[nicholasdowling]

.....is prolly not what i got, doc has to give me a colonoscopy thursday morn , he thinks its colitis which is a disease that eats away at the colon and entrance to the large intestine. new meds, new info, same fear.

ill keep you updated as new information comes along. i love you all, and thank you to the ones who care.

godspeed

Comments

[arle]

darling you must call me with the diagnosis asap.

the way i look at it is: this disease is a very rare one and therefore its a shocker that two boys in my life have this and since one has it really bad YOU JUST CAN'T TOO.

I WONT ALLOW IT!
the odds are in your favor.
love.

[tearsaresilent]

i have that. . .its honestly not as bad as that huge thing you posted sounds. . .although sometimes i feel like im dying from the stomach cramps though. . .if you have it, basically what he'll tell you to do is make sure you drink plenty of fluids and avoid spicy foods. . .which sucks, cus youre talkin to a girl who'll eat jalapenos straight out of a jar. i love you much and the colonoscopy wont be as bad as you think, i promise!

[nicholasdowling]

he told me symptoms vary and to eat whatever i want, and i dont get to be sedated for the colonoscopy so yeha... i miss and love you to death doll

[_tugboats]

i'll pray for you, nick.

love,
taryn

[nicholasdowling]

thanks doll

love